Sonntag, 6. November 2022

Review: Lyme disease

In 2021, I had the honor of getting a glimpse into the effects of Lyme disease. 

Here is a comprehensive review on how I got it, how I noticed it, treatment and also how it compares to other illnesses I had luck to catch so far.

But firstly: What is Lyme disease? 
Answer: It is an illness caused by a bacteria with the nice name of Borrelia burgdorferi, which is mostly contracted viá Ticks. 
The kind of little spiders that usually annoy our furry friends and many wild animals all over the planet. 
 
I probably got it from a tick bite during my work, when I had to access some infrastructure, that had not seen a lawn mower for quite some time.

To my surprise, only recently it was discovered, that this disease exists. It was within the 70's and 80's it was found, when the people of a place called Lyme all showed the same symptoms.


Speaking of symptoms, they can diverge a bit and as the disease also has different stages, the symptoms vary accordingly.
Sometimes the tick bite shows some nice red skin patterns such as this:

If you see something like this after a tick bite you should see a doctor!

In my case this did not happen, it is optional but can help identifying the illness.
So how did I find out?
Well, I got a short lasting fever of one to two days, which was strange, since I had not had any other symptoms at that point. But I also did not wonder to much about it after it was gone.
 
During the next weeks I felt some random occurring pain in my joints. Especially the neck, knees, upper back and elbows. I also got ever more tired with each week and could hardly concentrate on my daily tasks. 
 
I was sleeping more and more and when I had to drive longer distances, I was forced to take breaks after 3 to 4 hours of driving and sleep for an hour, otherwise I would not have been able to focus on the traffic anymore.
The joint pain kept increasing and they started making funny noises, such as unhealthy crackling. At one point I was even asking a receptionist at a hotel for painkillers -I have not used painkillers for many years at this point, so it was definitely no fun.

After that I decided to see my doctor and told him: It is either Arthritis or Lyme-disease. He was a bit surprised, I came to such a conclusion and asked me why I think this to be the case. Which I explained by telling him, there are cases of Arthritis in my family and that I recently had a tick bite. He agreed to test me for antibodies in my blood and he was quite surprised when the results confirmed Lyme disease.

For the next 20 days, I had to take antibiotics which made me very tired for the first two weeks of the treatment.

However after my treatment was over, I still have not got rid of my occasional joint pains on random body parts, without any clear reason behind it. 
To this day, I still suffer from joint pain and increased overall tiredness. 
Apparently this happens to quite some people and if you are unlucky you might find yourself in a later stage of this illness and then there is not much you can do, but live with it.

Overall the illness has potential for misdiagnosis or at least not finding out about the illness until you end up in a later stage of the illness, which makes it quite annoying and in that case much harder to treat. 
Climate change will probably lead to more ticks surviving the winter and then becoming even more numerous, fun times await us.
I have to cut Lyme disease some points for being more annoying than dangerous and also treatment being mostly successful for the majority.
However it makes some ground, for follow up symptoms such as Fibromyalgia and other potential fun things.
 

Overall it is not as much of an experience as for example salmonella infections which can dehydrate you at break neck speeds with a lot of good times on the toilet. Also it lacks any truly horrific visible symptoms such as chickenpox for example.
Furthermore it is rarely a life threatening illness in contrast to things like Ebola (which I had not have yet).
 
As with many things, prevention is the best therapy. So when going out into the wild, you might consider insect spray as there are quite some good on the market.
If possible try to avoid deep grass and wear clothing that covers the legs.
Also check your body for ticks after visiting mother nature. Apparently they like your legs and your crotch, no matter if male or female as they are not sexist from what it seems.

But most importantly, speak with your doctor about symptoms and mention, if you have had any ticks. When blood tests are conducted, it does not hurt to check for Lyme disease markers. Do not wait until symptoms become unbearable, the sooner you treat the illness, the better!

So I give it a solid 5/10.




Samstag, 18. Juni 2022

Review: Top Gun: Maverick

Decades after the first Top Gun movie came out, the audience gets a sequel nobody really expected. The first Top Gun has quite the cult following these days and so the question is: Is it a worthy sequel?

Only took them 3 decades to come up with a sequel, Tom Cruise was not allowed to age a bit during this time..


Those who hope for a deeply intriguing story will be disappointed but the 80's strip was no different in this regard. Tom Cruise is sticking to his guns, quite literally. Maverick is a very classic action movie with clichés and over the top scenes, just as you would expect. 

This is also its biggest weakness as it is quite foreseeable. It does not experiment or take any special approach to cinema, in fact it honors the tradition of the first movie, of using as much real scenes as possible. Something the movie has been praised for by other reviews and clearly it pays off. It always feels real, while providing high speed action and makes many things more believable than they really are.

Something most of the current movies can not deliever.

The plot itself is reminiscent of the first one: It is about rivalry, teamwork and some action driven finale.

But really it is almost secondary. It is about planes, action and it never tries to send much of a message. It mostly gets straight to the point does not waste time. It is as long as it needs to be and no second longer.

Where the movie sometimes surprises though is the personal struggles the characters face.

Maverick by now a test pilot for supersonic planes is facing the reality of an everchanging world in where there is no more place for hard-headed-testosterone-driven fighter pilots but only drones. The old must make place for the new and while he definitely does not seem to have aged a bit in the past three decades (Hollywood seems to be on the cutting-edge of anti-aging), even he has to acknowledge things are changing and not always to his favour as his program is about to be cancelled.

When on the ground it seems, the things are getting ever more bleak for him, luckily when he has to train a bunch of young pilots for a critical mission it is his time to shine.

While the overall movie is an execution of proven success formulas it still is paying attention to details. Sometimes it is about these details, that make a difference between an average and a good movie, such as in this case.

In a scene, where Tom Cruise is meeting his old love played by Jennifer Connely (who seems not have aged as well...) the listener can catch David Bowie's "Let's Dance" in the background. A nod to both, her success role alongside with the british icon and the onset of the plot. It is time to dance indeed.

Furthermore Lockheed Martin helped to advertise the avionic industry for the new generation by designing a very realistic model of an hypersonic plane, which provides the tech-savy viewer a nice demonstration of what cutting edge technologies might look like.

Of course there is also enough nostalgian fan service as well. Goose Jr. is now a pilot, the iconic F-14 is back and even Val Kilmer has some screen time.

The latter is still proving his skills as an actor, despite his handicap, which the film treats with respect.

Where the movie falls a bit short, is the big action at the end, which is repeating formulars and sometimes feels a bit over the top.

And while Maverick also finds some personal peace it still is exactly what you expect.

This is of course part due the overall premise of the movie: It never tries to be something else than an action movie and sometimes this is the way it has to be. Sticking to the basics and especially the usuage of practical effects instead of CGI greatly aid the movie in many regards.

In the skies it is all good. At least for now and at least for now the days of Maverick are not over.

Score: 7/10


Samstag, 20. März 2021

Review: Better never to have been: The harm of coming into existence by David Benatar

 This book was on my to-read-list for a long time.

Especially since there is not much literature on the topic of antinatalism.

The subject is nothing less, than the argument, that existence is bad and phased extinction might be the best thing that could happen to mankind.


First off, this book is written by a professor of philosophy, so it is by no means a book coming from an edgy teenager in his worst phase of becoming an adult.


It is a very serious book that lays down why existence is a harm.

Although it is written for a non academic readership it probably will appeal for such an audience as well.

While most of his arguments are rather easy to understand and the arguments given are very intuitive, some arguments will take the reader some time to get the idea.

Make no mistake, to fully grasp the book and its content it is probably needed to revisit some chapters from time to time again.

The occasional jokes and puns in this book certainly help to keep the spirits up, as the views presented are rather depressing.

Not only does Professor Benatar argue, it is better not to have been but also tackles the notion that our lives are good. From his view, our lives are indeed very bad, everything else might more or less be delusion. This does not only apply to human life but to animal life or general existence as a whole.

Furthermore the author also touches on the issue of abortion, which is still a very iffy topic in most countries and in that regard, this book certaintly provides substantial arguments for the pro-choice camp. Something absolutely necessary in times, where secular positions try to undermine basic human rights.

Albeit, that many would find Benatar's views very dark with all their connotations.


Reading his book feels very alien, after all, who in the world argues for the extinction of all (sentient) life?

Surprisingly it is really hard to put up good counter arguments.

As the general notion of this book might be bleak, dark and absurd, it also manages to let some light shine through, as it also implies to reduce the overall suffering on this planet and make the best out of our existence for example by the means of adoption.


Putting people into an existential crisis has never been easier than with this book. That is for certain.

If one is interested in creating sleepless nights, existential nightmares and such this is the way to go.


Besides the author's conclusions, there are a few arguments, which leave quite some room for criticism. Albeit only sometimes the case, the less convincing points harm some conclusions.


While I am still not sure what to think about the views presented, I was definitely able to get something out of them.

One take-away for me was the acknowledgement, that not creating life in the first place is at least no harm.

Also the book is a real eye opener in regards to our very pronatalist society and how this might be a very bad stance indeed.

But most importantly it makes one realize how important acts of kindness and philanthropy are, in a world full of suffering.

To me it highlighted how crucial it is to reduce the misery in a world we had been born into without our consent.


Rating: 4,5 / 5

Freitag, 12. Juni 2020

Review: Metallica - Death Magnetic

After the infamous “St. Anger” album, Metallica tried to get back to its roots. While the predecessor was generally not a favourite of fans and critics alike, this record was promised to start right off where “Master of Puppets” and “and justice for all…” ended.

Can this album keep up with the masterpieces of the past?

Let’s find out!


Back in the late 2000’s this album received quite the hype and I pre-ordered it, to get my hands on it as soon as possible.

For many fans and critics, the “Black Album” marked the beginning of the mainstream era of Metallica, which at its height, took a terrible toll, when they were releasing a country song in the mid 90’s and songs such as “Fuel” were the closest they got to their previous bite.

So big expectations were held on the behalf of this album, when it was announced, they would go back to their Thrash Metal roots of the 1980’s.


Metallica's "Death Magnetic" Cover


Receiving the album very shortly after its release, the first thing I really liked, was its cover art.

Simplistic in its design and in a great makeup, as the magnetic tomb in the middle of the cover art burnt its way through the pages of the inlay. The inlay also had a nice design with a lot of nice pictures in it, flowing well with the general concept.


When I started the CD-Player back then, what I immediately noticed, was its extreme loudness.

I felt like, this album was at least twice as loud, as everything else they have released so far.

Not really great, especially for a band of this magnitude. I blame Rick Rubin (producer) for much of that, since I have heard quite some albums, he was involved in and they had exactly the same issue (See Eminem and Black Sabbath’s “13”). This album is not just loud, it also contains quite some clipping. This is something, no artist with that amount of money should have to deal with. The clipping is so obvious on this record, that even Metallica admitted it (https://web.archive.org/web/20081110043612/http://blogs.riverfronttimes.com/atoz/2008/11/interview_metallica_kirk_hammett_death_magnetic_sound_clipping_compression_distortion_rick_rubin.php), which leads me to wonder, whether they didn’t listen to their own stuff anymore.

Apart from the missing dynamics, the loud mixing and the clipping, the instruments are in general well distinguishable from each other, although I personally think, the drums were a bit too loud overall.

The loudness war also took its toll on much of the soundscape, since the guitars, while aggressive in their tone, also sound somewhat cold and dead, due the compression.

So much for the mixing part.


When it comes to the songs themselves, it clearly shows, that the new bass player (Robert Trujillo) was fully accepted and integrated into the band. Unless Jason Newsted, whose bass lines were mostly silenced on “...and justice for all” and whose contributions often weren’t respected all that much.

See:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6yv_fehtAQ

Trujillo on the other hand was given more freedom to express himself and that shows.

The songwriting definitely feels a bit different to that of the past and I think, that Robert Trujillo played a role in that.

“Cyanide” being a good example of that, as the main theme is very bass driven and groove oriented, much in the way one would suspect of Trujillo's past bands (like Suicidal Tendencies).

Some fresh wind Metallica definitely needed.

While there were improvements on this side of the rhythm section, the drums are not really able to keep pace with the skills of Trujillo.

The general arrangements of the songs are by far more complex than everything Metallica has released since “...and justice for all” and this turned out to be a rather bad thing, since Lars (Ulrich) gets somewhat lost on the relatively long tracks and some parts were a bit too much for him, as certain drumparts sound a bit sloppy and a bit of groove gets lost.

The guitars and the vocals on the other hand are decent craftsmanship and while Lars may not be the best drummer, the songwriting of him and Hetfield compensate this to a degree and for most parts the compositions flow quite well together.


The arrangements themselves are in general on the longer side, but work surprisingly well. Looking at “St.Anger”, this was often not the case. The songs themselves don’t feel like they get boring because of unnecessary repetitions. Metallica manages to fill their songs with variations again and with the guitar solos of Kirk Hammett back, it feels a bit like “...and justice for all!”. “My apocalypse” has a lot of “Damage Inc.” vibe to it, while the solo sounds similar to the infamous “Whiplash” Solo, from the beginning of their career. Make no mistake, when it comes to songwriting Metallica still deliver. Although not as innovative as in their prime, it manages to revive the old vibe to a certain degree. One doesn’t have to reinvent the wheel if one has already invented it in the past. Being the real deal, so to speak. The retrospective of this album is very consequent. It contains a half ballade, one instrumental closer to the end and one last real thrasher at the end, very similar to their classic records from the 80’s.


Lyric wise the album covers a wide spectrum, dealing with fears, forgiveness and are generally more open to interpretation. Contrary to “St. Anger” James Hetfield was responsible for all lyrics. Looking back at this record, it is safe to say, that it was the right decision. Hetfield is certainly a good songwriter but at least as good of a lyrical composer and they fit the concept of the album very well, as they are often more open and easy relatable.

A personal highlight in this regard is “The day that never comes”, because it leaves room for interpretation, while putting certain things clear.


One final word on my judging system: The bad mixing results in a rather poor score, but I think it is justified. I assume some of you aren’t this critical on this topic...

   

Where to buy*:

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Metallica are:


Vocals and Guitar: James Hetfield

Guitar: Kirk Hammett

Bass: Robert Trujillo

Drums: Lars Ulrich

                    

Metallica -Death Magnetic


System:

Subject

Individual Weighting

Points

Weighting

Results


1

very bad

Lyrics


2

bad

Message/Depth

40 %

4

20 %

4


3

average

Delivery

40 %

4


4

good

Context

20 %

4


5

very good

Sound




Soundscape

40 %

2

30 %

2




Mixing

40 %

2




Context

20 %

2




Arrangement




Wear off/Composing

40 %

4

40 %

3,4




Uniqueness

40 %

3




Context

20 %

3




Cover/Art




Look

40 %

4

10 %

4




Depth

40 %

4




Context

20 %

4







Overall:

3,16






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Sonntag, 10. Mai 2020

Review: Spiral Architect -A Sceptic’s Universe

The country of norwegen seems to have something in the drinking water. Looking at how many great bands it spawned.

Spiral Architect is no exception here, as they venture across the absolute frontiers of music.


Released in 1999, their only album so far (as of May 2020) is still subject of debate.

The lyrics deal with objectivism, heavily inspired by Ayn Rand and the music itself is furiating complex and a true display of virtuosity.


Make no mistake, this album definitely is not meant for easy listening. It requires the listener to pay attention to really enjoy it. I have spent quite the time doing exactly that and to this day I discover new things in the music and the lyrics, when giving it another play.

The rapid changes of time signatures, the heavy use of odd metres and polyrhythmic patterns are unlike anything one finds. If there are any bands that could provide an idea of what they sound like, only a few come to mind. It could be described as the craziest Dream Theater parts, some Watchtower, Mekong Delta and a lot of jazz mixed together and you might get a glimpse on what this band does.


Many critics pointed out, the extremely dense and complicated structures don’t leave any room for ambiente and point out, a lack of groove and feel.

A valid point, but this album doesn’t try at any point to appeal to a wider audience and treating this piece of music in the way of (progressive) metal or rock is definitely not appropriate as it is almost closer to fusion and jazz in many ways.


This also shows in the mixing, as the bass guitar playing a lead role in it. Rightfully so, the incredible jazzy bass arrangements never fail to impress. The mid’s of the fretless bass in this context are a key element of the whole soundscape and do very well in the great scheme of things. 

The general loudness of the album on the other hand, is hurting a bit tough, as it looses dynamics in a otherwise great mixing.

As every instrument has a clear tone, the album’s sound can be described clinic and sterile.

This could have been improved in order to make the sound more organic and I think this has a lot to do with the loud mixing and the rather small dynamic range.


Most of the songs have a mid tempo feeling to it, although it is extremely hard to label, since the rhythms and the tempo are changing constantly.

On one hand the album manages to have a very consistent feeling to it, on the other hand it is lacking versatility to some degree, as every song is full of odd metres and tons of notes cramped into very little space so to speak.

Here I have to stress the importance of spending a lot of time and attention, otherwise one gets lost in the sheer monstrosity of the songs.

That the tracks aren’t overly long, certainly helps in this regard.

Many reviewers pointed to “Insect” standing out with its orient style guitar parts and a disturbing soundscape, packed with dark lyrics on humans anarchic behaviour.

This, I think has to do with the fact, that “Insect” is one of the less complicated tracks on the album and doesn’t need as much time to grow, as some of the other songs, of which some start with a wall of notes and impressions raining down on the listener.


Lyrically it is definitely food for thought. As mentioned it deals with objectivism, philosophy and the bounds of human perception. A lot of inspiration was drawn from writer Ayn Rand, as for example “Fountainhead” shows. Ironically one could easily argue, that the album shares the same faith as her books as being a bit too much.

While there is a fair range of subjects, lyrically you won’t find much rhyming but a lot of well chosen words nicely fit for the music.

Fun fact: British philosopher Sir Roger Scruton actually mentioned them as a somewhat good example of more demanding music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lZRU6fqTSM&feature=youtu.be&t=144


The artwork of the album is held in a blue tone showing a figure in a seemingly enlightened pose surrounded by some sort of noise. Maybe this is taking it a bit too far, but the colour scheme and the general motive flow well with the records content.



So what is the bottomline:

A very good album for people interested in over the top progressive/fusion metal who are willing to spend time and attention to it. 

This is definitely a grower and something I really like to come back every now and then.

20 years after the release, it still stands there as a very unique and impressive record.

Let me know what you think about this record and don't forget to check them out!


Where to buy*:

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Spiral Architect are:


Øyvind Hægeland -Vocals and Keyboard

Steinar Gundersen -Rhythm, lead and acoustic guitars

Kaj Gornitzka -Rhythm guitars

Lars K. Norberg -Bass guitar and programming 

Asgeir Mickelson -Drums


Rating:                    

Spiral Architect -A Sceptic‘s Universe


System:

Subject

Individual Weighting

Points

Weighting

Results


1

very bad

Lyrics


2

bad

Message/Depth

40 %

5

20 %

5


3

average

Delivery

40 %

5


4

good

Context

20 %

5


5

very good

Sound




Soundscape

40 %

4

30 %

3,4




Mixing

40 %

3




Context

20 %

3




Arrangement




Wear off/Composing

40 %

5

40 %

5




Uniqueness

40 %

5




Context

20 %

5




Cover/Art




Look

40 %

3

10 %

3




Depth

40 %

3




Context

20 %

3







Overall:

4,32








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